Man, finding this doctor has already changed my outlook. I was laughing last night like I used to. Yesterday was a really good day. I found out my TSH (thyroid) levels are in fact in the normal range. So right now the only thing I'm concerned with is the estrogen, which I keep telling myself was drawn the month after I took unnecessary estrogen supplements....also he was concerned about my early ovulation days (CD11), but today is CD14 and I think I should ovulate today. Totally normal.
I know that if we're not pregnant this cycle, I will still be bummed and probably cry, but at least we will be moving forward. I finally feel like I have a smile on my face that isn't fake :)